Hello pretty girl there's a kiss from your auntie. I am sorry It's been so long. Well..I started my first day of school today. you must've been there with me because it wasn't half bad. But I just wanted to tell you that I have not forgotten about you and I miss you every day. You have a birthday coming up ..What would you like for your birthday? Oh my goodness you're going to be 2. you are getting older and older. Well, I love you angel. i will talk to you again real soon ok. Uncle levi and I love you very much. Bye-Bye
happy birthday sweetness / Cheri Brooks From Ohio (angels)
MY DUE DATE 2 YEARS AGO! / MOMMIE
WOW ... 2 years ago today I was 40 weeks pregnant with you , who knew that you would be 13 days late and come by c-section Something I sure wasnt expecting. Its so weird to think that *2* years ago I was pregnant with you ... and you know what I was saying ... " Morgan YOU BETTER COME TODAY" " ITS YOUR DAY" hehe but you didnt listen to mommy now did ya ...! Mommy feels REALLLY sick and sissy is supposed to get shots tomorrow but I dont know .. let me know what i need to do please! and help Mommy feel better and sissy too , she's being VERY cranky in a few days she will already be 3 months old :( But baby i just wanted to write to you on my Due Date 2 years ago when I was pregnant with you! I love you and miss you * I was probally rubbing my belly this time 2 years ago wishing to go into labor* I love you sweetie Goodnight Sweet Dreams Sleep Tight Dont let the bed bugs bite & Sleep with the Angels! I love you times a trillion billion for everyone snowflake thats ever feel and ever will fall in the whole wide universe. Kiss from Mommy , Kiss from Daddy & Kiss from everybody that loves you! Goodnight Morgan I love you *MUAH* Mommy & Daddy's Angel toes!
a note from the heart / Mommy
WOW .... its so hard to beleive that in just a few days my BABY GIRL will be *2*. 2 Years Old .... Morgan Paige ... your growing up on me now ... Sometimes I just sit and think .. what would you be into ... would you like Dora .... spongebob .. ? What kind of music would you shake your butt to , what kind of food would be your favorite , what drink you would perfer? Its so weird for me .. I miss you so much sometimes t gets reallt hard for me .. like last night i just wanna cry ... there's SO much i have to say ... so much i WANNA say ... I miss you , I love you, I want you to be here with me , WHY i just want to scream WHY .... I want answers , what if i would have waited to take you of LS , why didnt i make them put you back on ... Am i crazy , will it be like this forever? will I be OK, will Carlee be OK ! Can I do this? Why dont i cry when i need to? theres SO much i wanna know ... ! Im to scared to sleep with Carlee cause I dont wanna wakeup to her being blue ... Im to scared to be a mom to her ... I love her more then anything .. just like I love you .... I need help .... I need help letting go of fears ,, i need help seeing that she is OK ... she is healthy and she has you to watch over her for me ..! PLEASE help me Morgan this is the hardest time .. Its your Birthday and your not here to celebrate with me ... , It hurts so bad ... its like hole in my heart gets a little bigger , less full , more sore ... I just wanna hug you ... and kiss you ... I miss you i rememeber touching your skin ... and kissing those satin lips .. your just PERFECT in so many ways .. I miss you baby ... I miss you SO much ... I feel like im forgetting so much ... Just help me through ok. I love you Morgy!
Love Forever & Always MOMMIE
My thoughts and prayers are with you & your family: / April (passerby) My thoghts are with you sweet little one. My heart goes out to your family. Thanks for sharing site with me. Mommy(to Lauren-raye 6-19-92 to 3-26-93) OurPreciousBabies@yahoogroups.com
Sorry It Has Been So Long / Diantha Hey there my love. Sorry it has been so long since I talk to you. It has been crazy around here as I am sure you know. You little sissy is growing like a fat little weed. And your cousin Emmie is trying to catch up with her. Your birthday is coming up you are going to be two, aahh those terrible two's they call them. And by watching Wyatt I can believe it. But I know you are not going to be that way, you are perfect in every way. I miss you so much everyday, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I know you are watching these little girls here making sure they do things right, now when they get older you will have to keep an extra close eye on them cause I know they are going to be two peas in a pod and causing all kinds of mischief. So you keep them in line for us alright. I love you my love more than you will ever know and I miss you like crazy. I promise I will come to see you on your birthday, I know it has been a while since I been there it just seems like there ain't enough time in the days anymore. Always running around like a crazy lady trying to get things done. I am gonna go now my love and I will talk to you again soon. I love you my special love.
Coming up Birthday! / MOMMY
Hey Mommies Girl! Its ALMOST your BIRTHDAY, your going to be the big *2* WOW! I hope you had a BEAUTIFUL 4th of July ... mine was GREAT , I had alot of fun! Sissy is getting BIG she weighs about 12lbs .. her hair is really starting to grow and its red liek yours hehe .. her eyes are still blue and she is SUCH a happy girl ... she's VERY active and VERY vocal! Mommy is just trying to find myself now and what makes me happy BESIDES daddy and sissy .. I wanna do some things Ive never done before I want to live up to my expections and not everyone else's for once .... ! and it feels good :) I miss you ALOT Morgan :) I send a kiss to Heaven EvERYNIGHT! help watch over everyone and help me try to stick to my gaals but Mommy is gonna g get ready . Im going to get a JOB! I love you Baby!
Love Always Kisses & Hugs Mommie
What a spectacular daughter you have!!!! / Beth Haigh Passer By And Mummy To Angel Abi I just wanted to let you know how much Morgans website touched my heart, she is an amazing little lady and will be one of gods extra special angels.
Can I congratulate you on your new arrival, and wish you all the happiness in the world.
Its so hard to loose a child, my daughter Abigail was born sleeping in 2003 but the love you have for her will never be lost, its holding on right in your heart and no-one can take it away from you.
Morgan is still with you, every step of the way - she is sending you all massive angel hugs right now!!!!!!
God bless
Beth
WOW/ MOMMIE
BABY GIRL! WOW WOW WOW .... SO many things going on now .. Your sister is now 4weeks and 2 days (a month old tomorrow) she is WONDERFUL .. I see ALOT of you in her ... but boy does she SCREAM .. (thank you for that) Im SO happy .. Im SO in love with her but I dont feel like im doing enough with her .. I guess because i dont sleep with her .. Im scared that if she sleeps with me that something will happen to her during the night ...I dont know what I will do if i ever lose her .. I know theres a chance .. anything can happen this time my gaurds are up though . But please help me watch over her because I will go crazy if she leaves me too ... you and her are my everything .. She is now the reason Im happy :) I see her smile and its just amazing ... it feels SO good to have to see her depend on me for everything , just like you did only she is a BIT more demanding .. but I love you and her the same .. you are both my little girls ... my Princesses :) Also cousin Emmie is here she came on May 25 at 2:00pm :) she is BEAUTIFUL ... she has SO MUCH HAIR ...and i mean ALOT:) she looks JUST like her daddy ..:) she was 7.2 she is growing too ... she is now 7.4 Oh yeh your sister is 10.4 HAHA she's a PIGGY! but Emmie is so PERFECT too I love her like a sister hehe!Im hoping her and Sissy will be really close and be BEST FREINDS.. IM putting a picture of cousin Emmie up :) and im going to add some pictures of sissy and Mommy and Daddy :) I love you Morgy! Remember to help us take care and watch over the girls:) and PLEASE try to help me get the courage to sleep with sissy! I love you More than anything:) Love FOREVER: MOMMIE
Hello My Love / Diantha (aunt) Hey there my sweet love. Sorry it has been so long since I wrote to you. As you know it has been busy around here lately. Your little sister finally arrived and then 2 weeks later your baby cousin Emalee finally got here. I wish you could be here to show them how to play in the mud and make mud pies in the yard. I know you will watch over them and keep them safe. I miss you love and you are always with me.
angel kisses 2 you sweet one / Mommy Of Madeline Reimer May you and my Madeline be playing up in heavne above with all the little angels
SISSY IS HERE! / Mommie OMG Morgan .. your little sissy is HERE! Its AMAZING , I had forgot just how much i LOVE being a mommy .. its the BEST thing in the whole world .. i had forgot how good it feels to hold my babies .. I remember how good it felt with you but to actually have that feeling again and that part of my heart touched like that again is just thrilling. Its SO real now.. she is MINE! Im so scared though , Im scared of RSV and SIDS and Phenmoua I pray to God that she stays healthy , so far she is doing well .. she is kind of jaundice but not to bad her APGAR scores were 8 and 9 which make me feel wonderful .. theres cartain things that she does that makes me see you sometimes ... I know she is her own person BELIEVE ME she wont let you mistake her :) Im SO happy again .... Im sad to but it feel so great to be able to look at her and KNOW that im loved back .... I can see it her eyes hwo much she needs me .. and loves me and depends on me .. thats why i LOVE being your mommy and Sissy's mommy:) you both make me feel like im the MOST important person in the world . Im SO thankful and happy to be a Mother of 2 beautiful little girls .. MY DAUGHTERS , MY LIFE! I LOVE YOU MORGAN! It's also Mommy's Birthday Im 19 years old WhOoP ! Today is also Mothers Day , its my 2nd Mothers Day and Im a 2nd time mommy HEHE :) Anyways Darling mommy is going to go try to write on sissy's site or lay down my scar is feeling weird:) but I love you to peices Morgan and your ALWAYS with me , the hole in my heart will never be touched by anyone .. its only your space .. for you to put your love . :) I love you
Love Always: MOMMY!
Your Little Sister / Diantha Hello there my love. You have a beautiful little baby sister. She is doing great and so is your mommie. I know you were there the whole time watching over them both and making sure that everything went alright. I love you angel and I miss you so very much. I know you are here with us because we can all feel you around us. Your mommie done just great through the surgery and so did your sister. Now everyone is tired and excited all at the same time, but no time to sleep we got a new baby to take care of. I love you angel and will talk to you again soon.
I LOVE YOu! / MOMMIE
HEY baby girl:) Mommy is SO scared right now .. Im going for my surgery in .... 7 hours Im SO excited and Im scared ! Im scared that they will tell me somethign is wrong with sissy or something .. I couldnt take that , but i THINK everythgin is going to be OK :) I cant wait to see her and hold her and see how much she really does look like you :) She is going to be Beautiful either way :) PLEASE PLEASE be there with mommy .. i NEED you to be there Morgy .. I need you to be at my head the WHOLE time :) If i know your there or feel your there I wont be as scared! Im thinken she will be 7.6 or 7.14! OMG Morgan im scared lol and im nervous ... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! We are seind all our LOVE and Hug your way baby girl .. i LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!
I love you BIG girl Love MOMMY!
I LOVE YOU! / MOMMY
Hey Mommies baby girl! How are you doing? its been SO pretty outside here latley ..:) I hope its really pretty when we bring sissy home that way we can stop and see you :) I just wanted to say hey baby ... and i Miss you and Love you SO much .. !
Love MOMMY!
sorry for you loss / Angela Schafer (none) My sister dies of sids in 1981 and i watched it tear my family apart please be strong and know that all children are in Gods hands. God bless you
MOMMYS BIG GIRL! / MOMMY! (MOMMY)
- Hey baby girl *HUGS* & *KISSES*! How have you been doing angel? Mommy is OK ..IM very happy about sissy coming VERy soon (19 days) I cant wait to meet her and see how much she is liek you and how much she isnt like you .. I already know she is a MISS PRISS! Ive been missing you alot here latley though .. and thinken back and hearing , seeing, smelling things .. I hate when I do that it only makes me sad (not your smell though) even now sometimes when the sun is really hot i can feel it on my face and it it feels like you .. like you hugging me or something:) But Im sorry that I didnt get to write you on Easter but we came out there:) I hope you like your eggs:) Nanny picked the basket and the eggs out hehe :) but Im going to go! I Love you SO SO SO SO SO Much Booter!
Love always : MOMMY!
An Easter Poem x / Mummy To Ellie Copley &. Her Twin
If Only Our Children Were Easter Eggs
If only our children were Easter eggs, Hidden safely in the grass, We could search for them and pick them up, And hold them within our clasp.
We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt, All with baskets in our hands, Searching with a broken heart. Only WE can understand.
"Oh, look I found your child over here", "Hey, did anyone find mine?" They are so beautifully colored, And they sparkle and they shine..
These aren't your usual Easter eggs, They each have their own special glow, That comes from way down deep within, Only a grieving parent would know.
We gather up our special eggs, With excitement all around, For the gift that we've been given, For the treasure we have found.
We all now stare with wonderment, At our children that have died. We want to hold them once again, And release them from inside.
But we all begin to realize, We have to crack their beautiful shell, The one that, makes them sparkle and glow, The one they have earned so well.
We know we can't destroy their beauty, And take them from their place, So we give them an understanding kiss, As a tear runs down our face.
One by one we take our baskets, With our beautifully coloured eggs, And place them gently in the grass, As we turn and walk away.
We look back in amazement, As our eggs begin to sing. We see them flutter and move about. "Look, our eggs all now have wings."
Then the Golden Egg begins to speak... "Your children are safe with me." "You'll be with them when the time is right," "Together for all eternity."
We stand their in a circle of love, As we look up to the sky, Watching our radiant eggs take flight, Knowing our children didn't die.
~Author Unknown
Thinking of you Morgan sweetheart. Love & hugs to your Mummy
Love always
Jo
xxx
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE / Diantha I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has visited Morgan's site. All the words of kindness and love help tremendously. It was the hardest thing we have ever had to do but we wouldn't have missed the chance of knowing our angel for the short time we had her, for anything. Morgan will always be here with us in our everyday lives watching us and letting us know she is there. Thank you all again for taking the time to send your thoughts and prayers.
Summer Sun / Diantha Hello there my love. You sure have had that warm summer sun shinning through today. I know that you are keeping warm now for sure. I am missing you like crazy as usual. It is almost time for your little sister and cousin to arrive. I know you will be watching over them and protecting them both. I sure wish you were here to teach them all the fun things that are out there to learn. But I know you will be showing them in your own special way, You are my love and my heart and I miss you every single day. I love you my love and I miss you, I will talk to you again soon.